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Chapter 17

The prison was a cold, gray, concrete place.

Everything smelled like bleach and despair.

We walked down the long hallway to the infirmary, our footsteps echoing.

Two guards stood outside Helen’s room.

They nodded to us.

“Five minutes,” one said. “No touching. Glass partition.”

I squeezed Lily’s hand.

“Ready?”

She nodded.

She opened the door and walked in alone.

Daniel and I stood outside, just like we’d promised. We could hear through the door. Not the words, but the voices.

Helen’s voice first. Weak. Raspy. Barely there.

Then Lily’s. Calm. Steady. Kind.

Five minutes felt like five hours.

And then the door opened.

Lily walked out.

Her face was dry. No tears. She looked… peaceful.

“Did you say what you needed to say?” I asked, kneeling in front of her.

Lily nodded.

“I told her I forgave her,” she said. “I told her what she did was wrong. That she hurt me. That she hurt a lot of people. But that I didn’t hate her anymore. That I hoped she could be at peace now.”

She paused.

“She cried,” Lily said quietly. “I’ve never seen her cry before. She said she was sorry. Over and over. She said she wished she could go back. That she wished she’d been different. That she’d wasted her whole life being angry.”

Lily looked at me.

“I told her it was never too late to be sorry,” she said. “And that I’d keep her picture on the mantel. Always.”

I pulled her into my arms and held her tight.

“You are the most amazing person I have ever known,” I whispered.

Helen died that night.

Alone in her cell, but not really alone. Not anymore.

She’d heard the words she’d spent her whole life desperate to hear.

I’m sorry.

I forgive you.

We had her cremated.

There was no funeral. No service. No one came.

Except us.

Me, Daniel, Lily, Ethan, Grace, and Clara.

We stood at the edge of the ocean—Lily’s favorite place—and scattered the ashes into the waves.

The wind carried them out, out, out, until they were gone.

“Goodbye, Grandma,” Lily said softly. “Rest in peace.”

Clara squeezed my hand.

“Your daughter,” she said, her voice thick with tears. “She’s going to change the world.”

I looked at Lily, standing tall and strong beside the ocean, her hair blowing in the wind.

“I know,” I said.

On the drive home, Lily fell asleep in the backseat, her head on Ethan’s shoulder. Grace was asleep too, her thumb in her mouth.

Daniel reached over and took my hand.

“You okay?” he asked.

I looked out the window at the passing scenery.

“I’m more than okay,” I said. “I’m free. Really free. All of it—the anger, the hate, the need for revenge… it’s all gone. Washed away with the ashes.”

I smiled.

“Lily was right. Forgiveness isn’t about letting the other person off the hook. It’s about letting yourself off the hook. It’s about not carrying their weight around for the rest of your life.”

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I squeezed his hand.

“I’m ready for whatever comes next.”

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