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Chapter 6

The first supervised visit between Mark and Mia was the most stressful hour of my life.

I spent the whole morning getting Mia ready. I dressed her in her favorite dress—the pink one with the butterflies—and did her hair in two braids, just how she liked it.

I told her Daddy was coming to visit.

Her whole face lit up.

“Really?” she said, bouncing on her heels. “Is he bringing me a present? Can we play on the slide together?”

My heart ached.

She was so excited. So ready to forgive and forget.

Children were like that, I supposed. They loved unconditionally, even when the people they loved didn’t deserve it.

Mark showed up ten minutes early.

He was holding a huge stuffed rabbit—almost as big as Mia—and a bag of her favorite cookies from the bakery down the street from our old house.

He looked nervous.

Terrified, actually.

Lena led him into the common room.

Mia ran to him.

She ran so fast her little feet barely touched the floor, and she launched herself into his arms.

“DADDY!”

Mark caught her, burying his face in her hair, and he cried.

He cried harder than I’d ever seen a man cry. Great, heaving sobs that shook his whole body. He held her like he was afraid if he let go, she’d disappear forever.

“I’m so sorry, baby,” he whispered into her hair, over and over again. “Daddy’s so, so sorry. I’m never gonna let anyone hurt you again. Never. I promise.”

Mia just patted his back, confused but gentle.

“It’s okay, Daddy,” she said. “Don’t cry. I have a unicorn now. See?” She held up her sparkly unicorn to show him. “Mommy brought it for me from the ‘port.”

I watched from the doorway, Lena beside me.

I didn’t cry.

I couldn’t. I was too busy watching every second, ready to step in at the first sign of distress.

But Mia wasn’t distressed.

She was happy.

For the next hour, they played. They colored pictures. They built a tower out of blocks that reached almost to the ceiling. Mark read her three stories, doing silly voices for all the characters, just like he used to.

When the hour was up, Mark didn’t argue.

He stood up, hugging Mia one more time, careful not to squeeze too hard.

“Thank you for letting me come, bug,” he said, using the nickname he’d given her when she was a baby. “I’ll be back soon, okay? I’m gonna come every week if Mommy says it’s okay.”

Mia nodded, already distracted by a puzzle another little girl had brought out.

“Okay, Daddy,” she said. “Bye.”

Mark walked over to me.

“Thank you,” he said, his voice thick. “That was… more than I deserve. More than I ever hoped for.”

“She was happy,” I said simply.

“I’m gonna keep coming,” he said. “Every week. And I’m gonna keep doing the work. The therapy, everything. I’m not gonna stop until I’m the father she deserves. The husband you deserve.”

I didn’t say anything to that.

We weren’t there yet.

We might never be there.

But for Mia’s sake, I was willing to let him try.

The weeks that followed fell into a strange, new routine.

Therapy on Mondays and Thursdays.

Visits with Mark on Wednesdays, supervised, one hour at a time, always in the common room, always with Lena or another worker present.

Lawyer meetings on Fridays.

And every night, Mia and I would read three stories before bed, and I’d check the locks three times, and I’d lie awake wondering if Diane was sitting in her house right now, plotting.

The trial date was set for three months away.

Rita, the prosecutor, told me we had a strong case. The video was damning. Mark’s testimony was powerful. The hospital photos of Mia’s bruises and burns were impossible to argue with.

But Diane’s lawyer was good.

He was already trying to get the video thrown out, claiming I’d violated Diane’s privacy by recording her in her own home. He was trying to get Mia’s testimony excluded, saying she was too young and too traumatized to be reliable.

He was trying every trick in the book.

And I knew Diane was helping him.

She was smart. She’d spent her whole life learning how to manipulate the system.

I refused to let her win.

I started going to a support group for survivors of domestic violence and child abuse. Every Tuesday night, I’d sit in a circle with other women who’d been through things I couldn’t even imagine.

They understood.

They didn’t judge me for not knowing. They didn’t tell me I should’ve left sooner. They just held my hand and said me too, I’ve been there, you’re doing the right thing.

For the first time, I didn’t feel alone.

One night, after the support group, a woman named Maria who’d escaped an abusive marriage told me something that stuck with me.

“Justice isn’t just about putting the bad guy in jail,” she said, sipping her coffee. “It’s about building a life so good, so full of love and safety, that what happened to you becomes just a small part of your story instead of the whole thing. That’s the best revenge there is. Living well.”

I thought about that on the drive back to the safe house.

She was right.

Putting Diane in prison was important. It was necessary. It would keep her from ever hurting another child again.

But it wasn’t enough.

I needed to build something better for Mia.

A life where she felt safe. Where she knew she was loved beyond measure. Where the bad things that had happened to her were just bad memories, not the foundation of who she was.

I started looking at apartments.

Small, sunny places with good school districts and playgrounds nearby. Places with deadbolts and security systems and neighbors who looked out for each other.

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I couldn’t stay at the safe house forever.

It was time to start building our forever.

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